i back after 3days of work.
1st day : sian as usual..
2nd day: shiok! FUN! no gov but very sian too..
3rd day: WAT A DAY! SUPER NO MOOD cause of some ppl...

like wat i say..learn from kelvin being emo is the best.

HAIZ!

i suddenly see no light in my future.
i see no motive of moving on.
moving on means u will lose something throughout.
but wat to do.
life is about moving on.
but maybe i have chosen the wrong path.
i been thinking about this months ago when i receive the posting result.
HAIZ.
if i have chosen the other.
maybe life will not be the same.
maybe i will not become like this.
LOST THE AIM
LOST THE GOAL

i feel so neglected!
SAD!
SOB!
same sch but u all can go tgt,
but when i ask u all to go with me,
wat u all say.
maybe rlly not free like wat u all say
but why i end up see-ing u all at there..
confusing?
yeah~right!
CONFUSED!

not happy about wat i say?
click that red cross on ur top right hand corner.

having attitude problem recently.
sorry if i accidentally said something that hurt u
but well, i only hurt those who provoke me.

sometimes i do wonder wat ******* are for?
ended contact with some.
that worsts!
the thing tat i dun wan it to happen happened.

my parents rlly make me wan to go bang wall
i have no $$
n still asking me to pay for so many things.
as if i was earning few millions per month.

i was so sick ytd night that make for the 1st time searching for medicine.
my mum asked me wat i was searching for.
then i dun even bother to ans her.
not i attitude prob but just that my throat very pain then dun feel like talking
but she also very wat lah.
cant she see i having flu, cough n sore throat.
of cos i looking for medicine to treat these.
if not wat. i flu then i looking for diarrhea medicine.
dun tell me cough can eat gastric medicine
then sore throat can eat fever de medicine.
NO RIGHT!
still say she very clever.
dunno how to take care of her own children,
but i also dun need her to take care.
WELL~
i search the whole drawer n no such medicine
stupid!
all GASTRIC, FEVER, N DIARRHEA
like everyday u get this...
haiz!
so went to sleep.


*wonder why i dun wan cancel away 4ISM,4E1 at the right hand side..haiz.maybe only i nv do so.i hope time will goes back to one year ago.*

one year ago de today..
busy for rehearsal for 10TH ANNIVERSARY
busy for studies..
busy in busy out..
dunno busy about wat.
although its busy but its fun, its worth it.
29th march 2008..was a day of ending of my stage performance.
SAD!
its also a day that me n jac become close friends because of a KISS..
haha!
only me n her noes..

I HEREBY DECLARE I OFFICIALLY BROKE!

at first i thought of installing msn in my laptop then post about that day i go show's qian chang hui then can happily go watch bu le bai fen bai at youtube n spend my day like this. but things just not so smooth like wat i thought n it have been happening like days. SUAY!

i happily set up com then dl msn
so happy!
but end up this stupid MACBOOK have its OWN MESSENGER WHICH SUCKS!
like cant webcam, cant nugde ppl, cant do many things! cant play games too..it is just for chatting n sending files!
dots
idoit thing
then my cute display pic(show) also gone missing then i too lazy go search for the file n send to this com.S T U P I D!
this is the first sad thing

next 2ND SAD!

like wat i say in the starting of this post
i officially broke!
no money!
my hardearn money all fly
bought this stupid com for $2300!
then borrow my dad money $1800
now i have no money le.
so must save save save!
SOB!

then 3RD is i also dunno..
haiz!
the sad thing is i dunno why i am so sad!
like suddenly no mood
suddenly dun have mood. haiz

4th thing is that i been feeling GAP between................
(only jac will noe)*wink wink*

so see...so many problems!
haiz
i going to learn from KELVIN.
EMO

my heart very pain!
like got ten thousand holes which nth can make to mend it.
sad............