haiz..like wat i said..my grandma is going back to china ..n she today go back le..
ytd afternoon i was like helping her pack her luggage, know how was i ..but i cant stop her from going back, so just help her pack..then she told mi many things. she was like say until she dun wan come back singapore liao!!! then i was crying crying(ok i noe i am a cry baby...but she live with me from the day i am born n take care of mi so i cant help crying) n then packing her things..then till at night..when my mum came back, i tried very hard not to drop my tears down but i failed!!
then at night when everyone go in bed ...i told my grandma to woke mi up todae morning i wan to send her to airport..after half an hour of begging she agreed..!!! noe how happy was i! then i was like crying non-stop on bed then she promised mi tht she will came back immediatly after my aunt had recoved but i veri worried! i veri scared she lie to me cause she very time lie to mi...
then this morning i veri scared tht she went without mi so i set alarm at three then i wake up she still sleeping so i just look at her for 2 hours..
then after tht it time to go airport then my siblings n i was like going with her ..then she rush till she forget to take her cold jacket with her..then go airport liao she then rmb it...but too bad, so just use another cold jacket..then i check in for her then she wait for time then go in with one family..( know why..cause my grandma dunno words n dunno how to speak english n aso i veri worried cause i scare she duno the way then go wrong way..
then i watch her go in the departure door then walk into till she disappear into my sight then i liek fimally broke down..my siblings aso..
then came home...so miss my grandma..without her by my side i feel so insecured..
then till 12 plus then i webcam with my cousin in china then i ask them
mi: grandma back?
cousin: dunno leh
(smack him lah!! dunno u at hse dunno then i noe meh!!)
then he go check.....15mins later...he sweat like hell then sae she haven come back..psps hse big big so must search n run to the gate.
then till 5 pm plus my grandma came back to my uncle's hse..my grandma went to hospital to visit my aunt!!
haiz then she told mi tht my aunt have to stay in hospital for one week then one month cant touch water.!!! tht means she have to stay at china for so long!!
OMG! HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE WITHOUT HER FOR SO LONG...I HAD NEVER NEVER EVER TRIED WITHOUT HER FROM THE DAY I AM BORN!! PLS GOD...SEND MY GRANDMA BACK TO MI..
OK IT IS ALREADY THE FOURTH DAY SHE GONE BACK!!
i everyday cant slp cant eat much..cause without her..then i cried almost everynight..cause she used to sleep with mi..but now i have one big bed for mi to kick n lie around but i hate it..i rather share the bed with her n sleep only half of the bed...
GRANDMA PLS COME BACK!!!
ok..i sae until i was a baby..but i rlly cant do without her..
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