haiz..like wat i said..my grandma is going back to china ..n she today go back le..
ytd afternoon i was like helping her pack her luggage, know how was i ..but i cant stop her from going back, so just help her pack..then she told mi many things. she was like say until she dun wan come back singapore liao!!! then i was crying crying(ok i noe i am a cry baby...but she live with me from the day i am born n take care of mi so i cant help crying) n then packing her things..then till at night..when my mum came back, i tried very hard not to drop my tears down but i failed!!
then at night when everyone go in bed ...i told my grandma to woke mi up todae morning i wan to send her to airport..after half an hour of begging she agreed..!!! noe how happy was i! then i was like crying non-stop on bed then she promised mi tht she will came back immediatly after my aunt had recoved but i veri worried! i veri scared she lie to me cause she very time lie to mi...
then this morning i veri scared tht she went without mi so i set alarm at three then i wake up she still sleeping so i just look at her for 2 hours..
then after tht it time to go airport then my siblings n i was like going with her ..then she rush till she forget to take her cold jacket with her..then go airport liao she then rmb it...but too bad, so just use another cold jacket..then i check in for her then she wait for time then go in with one family..( know why..cause my grandma dunno words n dunno how to speak english n aso i veri worried cause i scare she duno the way then go wrong way..
then i watch her go in the departure door then walk into till she disappear into my sight then i liek fimally broke down..my siblings aso..
then came home...so miss my grandma..without her by my side i feel so insecured..
then till 12 plus then i webcam with my cousin in china then i ask them
mi: grandma back?
cousin: dunno leh
(smack him lah!! dunno u at hse dunno then i noe meh!!)
then he go check.....15mins later...he sweat like hell then sae she haven come back..psps hse big big so must search n run to the gate. then till 5 pm plus my grandma came back to my uncle's hse..my grandma went to hospital to visit my aunt!! haiz then she told mi tht my aunt have to stay in hospital for one week then one month cant touch water.!!! tht means she have to stay at china for so long!! OMG! HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE WITHOUT HER FOR SO LONG...I HAD NEVER NEVER EVER TRIED WITHOUT HER FROM THE DAY I AM BORN!! PLS GOD...SEND MY GRANDMA BACK TO MI..
OK IT IS ALREADY THE FOURTH DAY SHE GONE BACK!! i everyday cant slp cant eat much..cause without her..then i cried almost everynight..cause she used to sleep with mi..but now i have one big bed for mi to kick n lie around but i hate it..i rather share the bed with her n sleep only half of the bed... GRANDMA PLS COME BACK!!! ok..i sae until i was a baby..but i rlly cant do without her..
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♥SHOWLUOZHIXIANG♥; 1:48 PM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
I GOING CRAZY & EMO FOR TILL MY GRANDMA CAME BACK FROM CHINA!!!!
my grandma is going back to china this Friday...28Th June 2007!! n i dunno till wat day!
my big aunt in china sae that she felt very pain in her neck there n feel like a tumor then she go c doctor then she doctor sae will preform a operation on her..date: 27th june!!! then my grandma very worried bout her n aso big aunt is the only daughter she feel very own her something cause of her childhood....sad!! feel like crying *****sob*****
remember tht time when my great grandma died my grandma aso go back for 1 month.. then tht time during school so i cant go back!! then now it is like near school open!! how can i go back!! ****sob**** then this afternoon i faster order the air ticket from internet then ................sad.........................dun wan to sae anymore... haiz! u noe how close mi n my grandma is...i n my mum aso nt tht close lor..can sae from the day i am born in this miserable world,she is the one who take care of mi!
HOW AM I GOING TO LIVE IN THIS ONE MONTH!! ONLY WAY IS TO BE EMO!! AIYO..JUST HEARD THE NEWS THEN I CRY LIKE HELL..
MI HATE CHRISTMAS!!!
♥SHOWLUOZHIXIANG♥; 6:08 PM
Monday, December 24, 2007
ytd went to the band concert..
meet with kaiyun n lingjie then saw a grp of friends which look like gang n want to fight like tht then mi ,kaiyun, lingjie, lili, shiyi walk to the RP cause the bus so short...
then sit down n watch performance...nt bad lah..but i think WRS is beta than the dunno wat sch de!! WRSS ROX!! then after the performance bout 10 we walk back to CWP with kaiyun,lingjie,shiyi,lili n kelvin...then saw baohui working at breadtalk..then mi n kaiyun buy brread for DINNER n tmr's BREAKFAST..
mi Q up then baohui at the counter there key in the price
malu things happen..
mi:how much ah.??(wanting to test her) baohui: miss...$1.40 pls.. mi: (look at the screen which shows the price..$2.40..omg $1 less..)look at baohui.. baohui:..looking very psps.."oh sry is $2.40..sry sry" No wonder breadtalk keep on losing money because of....i dun like pinpoint ppl..JKJK...baohui u noe i am joking.. hehe
then when back home....hoping to c BAO YU.. then i go home onli left durian...haiz BAO YU finished by my bro..piak piak..slap him ah!! but nvm still gt durian but sad thing is i have to open it by myself!!! pain!!! eat it also cant released the pain!!
♥SHOWLUOZHIXIANG♥; 1:44 PM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
yeah! after ytd...my com came back to mi.. my dad sae tht he gt buy new com at his office liao ..happi! BUT!! when i happy happy set up the com..!! everything is gone! ok i am saying my documents n all tht ..but one thing is my com become SUP E R fast!! yeah! then i spent the whole afternoon redl-ing the things..!! stupid stupid!!
one more good news is tht ytd night jacquelin sae tht todae night de concert gt one free ticket then ask mi to go then my mum agree to it..happi leh!! so good luck ytd
ok then i go link ppl then start watch show again!! omg..thx god for sending the com back to mi!!
♥SHOWLUOZHIXIANG♥; 11:40 AM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
OMG!! TELL U ALL WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON9-ING FOR BOUT FEW WEEKS!
MI haven been 12days 17 hrs 36 mins n 5.6seconds nv use com le.cause of my siblings n my dad!! tht day i very happily go for class trip then came home ..wow!! my bro came n kiss mi sweetly then sae : erm erm..u noe wat i play play com half way then it "shoo~" become black black .." then i sae" shoo~ u stupid head lah wat did u did...black blac..somemore ..i tell u my face now damnblack !!! then my dad after 7 days take n repair it.. then i NV NV NV NV GOT TO C my com again..it just like this disappear in my life..my dad take the com to his office n dun let us use!!
n tht y ..so u all will not c mi on9 le!! sad i go watch gong zhu xiao mei n e zuo ju zhi wen le..bb...sob sob
btw i am using my dad's new laptop ..dunno y he todae let mi use..sot sot de him!! bb
♥SHOWLUOZHIXIANG♥; 4:57 PM
Friday, December 7, 2007
recently i was gg for a Amaths tuition. n it is like OMG.! Mrs lim-yap i miss u.
this Wednesday is the second time of tuition. N the teacher is ALWAYS late, i not trying to say tht he is bad or anything but just cant he be PUNCTUAL! mi dun wan every Wednesday go back late late n nid to squeeze in the BUS to get home on time to finish my house chores..-.-
then the teacher every time i notice he came in n then he started by " gt any problems?" he said tht in Chinese, if i dun have problem i will nt be here liao lor! fine i was picking bones in the egg..then he will go thought every qns in the Amaths txtbk de EX(he sae tht he cant find the new addition of amaths bk)
tht dae he taught us(mi n kaiyun) the R-formulae n then he go thought the first 7 qns in the exercise then i was thinking if mrs lim teach then ask us to do..then mi n kaiyun will be able to do all liao lor???!!!
then mi asked him one qns
mi: y i cant get all ans correct onli got 2 out of 3 correct..
he: erm i help u c ah.
then he check
he:this one corrrrrect, ok this one can.. ok u cannot do like this, must do like this.
mi: okay.
he:understand?..hor hor hor..hor like tht do then can. hor hor hor
this is the part..he like to go hor hor hor..
okay uncle i noe u wan to be "IN" by using singlish but can u like cut down on the no. of "hor'S" u are using..u everytime wan mi n kaiyun nod head nod till like siao then he stop hor-ING..AHLEMAK!
ytd mi ,my bro ,kaiyun, n kailun(ky 's sis) when to ang mo kio de shopping centre..
then we meet Yvonne n friends there..we take the same MRT but came down le then noe. after tht we went back to cwp n shop shop. mi bought a handphone chain n it sae tht it will light went ppl call or msg..but it ended up cheating my money..!! $$$ fly away sob sob..so mi gg today to change with them todae...cheat my money..MORE THAN WORDS.. mi noe y now it is more than words liao cause it is not just words..but gt alot of sue-ing matters..heng! next time dun wan go there buy things liao!
gt a new band..n thy song think quite nice...i like the JIE GUO LEH.. it is so singlish lor..the title. it is a band consist of four ppl n the girl is a japanese..their song mostly are those pop..high high de songs lor. this is the MV..of jie guo leh
hehe fun!
♥SHOWLUOZHIXIANG♥; 12:04 PM
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
finally change a new blogskin...this skin is choosen by my sisters...so a bit i dun like aso but nothing to use le so just jiang jiu jiang jiu yi xia.. did u all c my tagbox? shiyi sae cant c tht n hor..i dunno y the posts like so bottom down..so mani problems!! going to go crazy liao by just changing a blogskin! i can just go crazy..first is tht i change liao then the preview show something horrible n then actually is not wat it is suppose to show then my bro go press clear edits..! n shooh..everything gone back to the same as before..my morning..my effort all gone!! so i slowly put back everything but the posts become so below n i was like going to vomit blood liao!! can any one just tell mi wat i should do! if not i think i going to kill my bro liao lah..
HEYHEY..looking forward for this sunday de class trip.. Btw who wans to go with mi ..i dunno the way to go there..n if go with mi i think my dad is free this sunday n can ask him drive mi there...n u all aso can save the Taxi fee.!!
later in the afternoon..mi solve the problems liao! so happy but the visitors rate like drop liao leh, ppl must tag before u go leh, if not mi will sad de leh!
Your past life diagnosis: I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Wales around the year 1525. Your profession was that of a entertainer, musician, poet or temple-dancer. Your brief psychological profile in your past life:You always liked to travel and to investigate. You could have been a detective or a spy. The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your lesson is to conquer jealousy and anger in yourself and then in those who will select you as their guide. You should understand that these weaknesses are caused by fear and self-regret.
this is the test result from the address give by shiyi. abit lame n i dun rlly believe in it. btw where is Wales? the name sound abit weird lor, Wales...sound like Whales. which is my chinese name..jingyi = jingyu=whales. isit all related?btw the address is :http://thebigview.com/pastlife/ if u are interested then go try . but dun regret.
♥SHOWLUOZHIXIANG♥; 12:15 PM
Monday, December 3, 2007
yea! mi long time nv blog liao wor!!..cause this few days just so weak n them so slack!!! ok fine mi gt sick!! n u noe y .. here is the story y i got sick!
mum: jingyi~~ ah (my mum like to drag the "yi" n like to plus "ah" hen pronouncing my name which i dun like) u hor..so lazy! c c c ur bro sick till like tht must get him to doctor..but hor u noe mi very busy, everyday work work work(trying to hint mi take him to c doc..siao..so i pretend i nv heard any thing be a loster..(long xia)
mi: --------silents-----------
mum: na na na ...here one hundred
mi: ----gt some respone---- hehe money!!!
mum: later then give u tips ok!?(aiya..papaya lah she..everytime sae tht think mi 3 years old meh! fine...mi take myself the tips..!!)
mi: ana ana ana( sae till very bu shuang..wan to fight tone)
then next morning bring him to c the western clinic but hor my mum sae must go c the old old teacher but hor my dad who goes with mi go c the young young doc..haiz
then later in the afternoon, mum called n ask mi bring him to a far far away de chinese clinic!! ok then before having lunch mi n bro rush to the clinic cause it half day only!! then mi take bus..!! then noe wat! my bro walk walk dun wan walk then the shop closing liao so i just have to carry him to the clinic ..!!u noe how mani streets i carried him n how mani stairs i climbed when he was on my back!! Just think tht u carried a boy..age 7 weight 38kg..damn so heavy..n was sleeping which increase the weight..n then relax on ur back then u carry him up a 4 floor de stairs then 6 bus stop stops!!
then u noe i am the kind tht stand under sun for just half an hour can dizzy n maybe faint de person then still have to carry him..somemore the sun is damn big n then no shelter wor!!! then mi fall sick!!haiz..
then the next day mi sick n then go for chinese dance..!! n mi requested nt to rest n pratice damn hard than others.. so ppl ask mi y i so dun wan life!! but i nv ans them...actually the main reason is tht THIS IS THE LAST LESSON WITH MINE DANCE TEACHER.....MISS ZHANG MO!! omg..mi cried in the later part of the lesson cause of her..!! haiz..although some times she teased mi n laugh at mi n scold mi but i noe she dun mean it..! i hope tht she will come back to teach us after the primary sch have finish their SYF..! miss her..!! but tht day aso veri tiring ..mi gt blood clot on my both palms cause the new dance must keep hitting ppls hands..clapping n then hit the floor..! then blueblacks on the kneeS n footS...sob sob..but heal aready liao lah..mi wan to go back dancing..one week nv dance can die leh!!
♥SHOWLUOZHIXIANG♥; 9:35 PM
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NAME: Jingyi
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